18.04, lovely little day

Tuesday 19 April 2011

1) Sam munching his lunch. 2) Me trying on things in the changing room.
. 3) A few movies we rented. 4) ME jamming. 5) Bucks Fizz is so good!

I had a really bad morning yesterday, i had a blood test which apparently i turned green at, and passed out. Wasn't good, hatehatehate needles. Then i had therapy, which was actually quite good, i had so much to get off my chest. My therapist thinks i have Body Dysmorphic Disorder and wants to get me diagnosed with it. I don't really know how i feel about that, but i suppose it makes sense as to why i can't take a compliment. On the plus side though, i spent such a lovely afternoon/evening with Sam yesterday! We went shopping in Brent Cross, we've both been feeling rather glum so was nice to spend some quality time together while buying some nice new items. Was actually such a lovely afternoon. We went and had lunch in a little café/reasturant place called Leon, he had a garlic chicken wrap and i had a diet coke as i wasn't feeling to hungry, mmm diet coke! We both really updated our wardrobes with some new key pieces and was just nice to walk around, holding his hand being with him. We watched Brotherhood last night, which suprised me and was a real good movie, we didn't get a chance to watch the other two as we both fell asleep, obviously the shopping took it out of us haha! Lying in bed, drinking Bucks Fizz, watching Brotherhood all snuggled up, oh my we sound like a married couple!

+ here's what we bought!
1) Sams item: River Island - Beige Chinos, £32.99
2) Sams item: Topman - Grey Vintage Look Denim Shirt, £30.00
3) Sams item: River Island - White Boat Shoes, £24.99
4) Sams item: Topman - Printed Tee, £20.00
5) My item: Topshop - Moto Denim Stripe High Waisted Hotpants, £32.00
6) My item: River Island - Beige Print T-Shirt, £14.99
7) My item: H&M - Tube Skirt, £3.99
8) My item: River Island - Beige Print Vest, £14.99
9) My item: River Island - Light Blue Wrap Linen Shorts, £24.99



fashionismyh2o said...

That looks like a really good day babe! Especially the bucks fizz! I'm obsessed with that :) I'm glad therapy is helping you :) I've had an ED/terrible self image for about 6 years now so I know what it's like to not be able to accept posotive comments about yourself. You are absolutely lovely looking though even if you can't see it! Stay strong :)


Anonymous said...

He had a chicken wrap and you had a diet coke? And BDD? The fact that you are saying you had nothing for lunch and complain about being fat when you aren't (at all) indicates that you have an eating disorder, not just BDD.

I hope that you manage to get some help and start to feel better about yourself xx

Lauren said...

Love the sumery items you bought :) it's always fun getting new items for the ncier weather and saying bye to winter clothes!

I must admit, I find the fact that all you had for lunch was a diet coke rather worrying; that's a drink not a meal. I hope you don't think I'm being rude I just hope you don't deprive yourself of the nutrients your body needs, especially when you have so many checkups and blood tests.

Take care xx

Audrey♥ said...

love the florida vest :)

Gertrude said...

Both shorts are lovely! Hope that therapy makes you feel a lot better :) xo

char said...

love those striped shorts - they will look fab on you!

Thedreamsofanizzyinabigwildworld:) said...

Love it, love the striped shorts, sounds like a lovely evening :)
izzy x <3

aimeee said...

really love the stripe shorts! - hope therapy helps you <3

Jan said...

Oh you guys have bought some great stuff!
I especially love number 1,2,3 and 5!

daisychain said...

Love your purchases! xo

Please may I? said...

Loves buys Hun.

X x

Hayley said...

I love those stripy shorts! I hope you feature them in an outfit post soon :) xx

Anonymous said...

Those stripey shorts look wonderful! & those blue shorts look great on you too :) xx

Anonymous said...

I don't mean to be rude as you seem lovely and very level-headed, but the fact that you regularly say you're feeling fat on your twitter, look very skinny and only had a diet coke for lunch after passing out in a blood test makes me worry that you do have BDD/are developing an eating disorder :( hope you find the help you deserve, it is a miserable existence as you may or may not know xx

Anonymous said...

Sorry that you've been diagnosed with that disorder, I hope everything pans out. You need to start believing in yourself :) The clothes are lovely, Those blue shorts are beeeautiful!!!

Steph & The Spaniels said...

Great purchases hun!
I hope you get something sorted, try & talk about things and be open minded to what everyone is saying- you are a gorgeous young lady, and you will grow and look beautiful with age if you let you self.
Im glad you had a good day with the boy, you obv are very much in love xx

✗✗ said...

Looked like a great shopping day!! Great finds and lovely pictures!!

Unknown said...

oooh! Love everything you bought, and ouch! I have to have blood tests every christmas, because being a triplet and all, I have a thyroid disorder. I feel for you, they really are horrific! I hope you feel better soon, let us all know! Panda xo

Anonymous said...

mmmmm Bucks Fizz! Love the items you bought from River Island :} I'm def. gonna be on the look out for those blue linen shorts!


Poppy said...

I love the striped shorts!

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