Monday 9 May 2011


skirt + top: Topshop

Apologies y'all for totally disappearing off the blogsphere for a good while. I haven't really got a valid reason as to why, i've just been really depressed since i've been back from Plymouth. It's like i used Plymouth to escape all my problems in the hope of when i returned everything would be gone, but coming back to reality was a lot harder than i thought it would be. I got bad news about my leg/hip, i had two encounters with that creepy delivery guy i previously mentioned(yes, it happened again), my M.E's been bad, have been to depressed to go to therapy, and just a build up of everything really.

They said that with my leg, they want to take the plate out asap now, which has to be a year+ after it was put in, so they're looking at taking it out late October, early November. They think it could be catching on the tendons, ligments etc in my hip which is why i'm in so much pain, i've been told to continue walking with the crutch if need be. When they operate later on this year, they want to do a moving xray (called an Arthogram) to see if theres anything else wrong with the hip. If they find nothing and i'm still in pain after plate removal then further test. Meh.
Uhm, today i passed out when coming downstairs, i advise to any of you that ever feel dizzy when walking downstairs to stop and sit and not try and brave it out. If you try and fail, like i did, you will end up injured. I really hurt my leg which is all swollen and bruised along with my wrist, and as for my head.. well take a look for yourselves :( Hurts so so so bad, and i've had ice on it two/three times and it still looks like this! So annoying aswell because i was actually dressed ready to take photos and do an outfit post... typical!


Anyways, hope your all good!



Ellie..♥ said...

Hope you feel better!

ellie oxoxox

Rachel - Notes from my closet said...

Aww hun I'm sorry to hear you are having a bad time :( I hope you are feeling better soon x hugs x

Love, Vanilla

daisychain said...

sending you lots of love xo

Anonymous said...

oh gosh, I hope you're okay. I hope things improve soon xx

Jess said...

Really hope you feel better soon, I've missed your posts! Your head looks painful, hopefully the swelling goes down soon.

Try and stay positive hun. :)


Erin said...

hope you're feeling better soon!x

Please may I? said...

Oh Hun! Poor poor you. it looks so sore.

Sending you lots of hugs. (I go straight to mother mode and want to make it better!)

X x

Anonymous said...

Don't worry, you're still pretty with a bruise :) hope it gets better soon! And also hope you feel good soon lovely xx

Reckless Rekha. said...

I'm so soory to hear lovely. Hope everything works out we're here for all the support you need. Don't worry you'll get through this :) <3

oomph. said...

girl, take care of yourself! sending well wishes.

aimeee said...

aw sweetie! i hope things improve for you! x

essentially aimee said...

Oh no! Feel better, darling. Ouch!


Lauren said...

I hope our head heals up soon! Don't worry about blogging if you're not up to it, take care of you first xx

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